I had the cliche phase of thinking that I was a vampire because a combination of a few things. I have a problem with my teeth where it caused my “K9s” to protrude outwards, I don’t have a normally detectable pulse and I’ve always been able to smell other peoples blood from abnormally far away but I can never smell my own. I know now that these are things that can happen to anyone but back then, I didn’t know any better.
I thought I was far superior to people because I liked Pink Floyd and their music is actually meaningful and intellectual… yikes. I still like Pink Floyd though
yes.
Being undiagnosed autistic at the time, I suspect everything I did was. I also don’t know because I thought everything was fine.
I could go find some people I went to school with, but one, I hope they don’t remember me, and two I hope they all moved far away and are super successful.
Chūnibyō (中二病, lit. ‘middle-school second-year syndrome’) is a Japanese colloquial term typically used to describe adolescents with delusions of grandeur. These teenagers are thought to desperately want to stand out and convince themselves that they have hidden knowledge or secret powers.
When I was 11-12 I’d turn up to shops/stores in pajamas. I felt so rebellious
I had a bit of a David Icke phase when I was a teenager. Thankfully, that ended!
The reptilians finally got to you I guess haha
Animé from ages 15-18. It was the mid-to-late '90s and only the weird kids were into animé. My social life improved immensely when I grew out of that phase.
Really, REALLY bad poetry. About My Pain
Kaneki Ken profile picture, anyone?
Edgy atheist.
I am still nonreligious and dislike organized religion tho, I just dont talk about it anymore.
Thinking I had the answer to everything and that I was the only one who was “thinking logically”. Emotions were weak and irrelevant, the only things that mattered were facts (i.e. anything that I believed). I swear to god, if those cunts like Jordan Peterson had gotten a hold of me I would’ve turned even more insufferable. As it stood, I basically just became a mostly far-left cringe lord with exactly zero understanding about how the world actually works. Luckily I’ve learned since then.
Ages 2-25
Part 2: Learn to Hide It Ages 25-present.
For me it was more like:
Ages 11-16: unaware sad cringe
Ages 17-24: learning to hide it
Ages 25-27: reaching achievement mountain, followed by
Age 28: quarter life crisis valley and the realization
Ages 29-now: unlearning to hide it and actually feeling good
Life is a beautiful journey. Just need to look with the right eyes.
It ended for you?
does “every fucking word that came out of my mouth” count?
I don’t think so, if it does then mine never ended