I did not choose to be here and I resent that there are expectations put upon me when I wasn’t the reason I am here now.

I also resent that I was born just to die one day.

It is also fundamentally horrifying that so many people are born into painful awful experiences and then die, with that being more or less mostly all they knew while alive. And that some people live happy lives on its own doesn’t justify the horror in my eyes at all.

That said, I wish I could be drunk right now but I’m at work.