Radioactive Butthole

It burns when I poop

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Cake day: November 28th, 2024

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  • I mean yes, absolutely. Figured that one out with weed lol. But that doesn’t mean I haven’t hurt people I care about or said some truly ghoulish things. It won’t matter after I’ve died but that hasn’t happened yet :)

    Since my life has no meaning, my life means whatever I want it to mean, and that paradoxically gives my life a lot of meaning.

    I was raised in a deeply conservative catholic home and as a result was super racist and homophobic. I ditched the religion and grew a lot as a person, and I’m proud of that growth but damn it feels bad that I was ever that person. I’m also fortunate to not be extremely autistic and I was able to get a handle on my emotional outbursts (for the most part) and sort of bring myself under control. I can’t help but wonder what life might have been like if I was able to develop like a normal person sometimes. I try not to dwell on it, but it feel like I’m 10 years behind my peers emotionally.