• WorldsDumbestMan@lemmy.today
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    1 day ago

    It’s just even when I’m focused on other people, anything I can do, is just second rate to the average person. If they try, they can always do it better than me.

    I am temporary support for most people who are friends with me. I do a good thing here and there, and after that dries out, they lose interest.

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      24 hours ago

      Who told you there was anything at all you could do in your life that there wouldn’t be something better than you at? Why do you let that stop you from doing anything?

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        24 hours ago

        I have friends I worry about daily, which sometimes gets in the way of self-improvement. I have a very rigid schedule that I’m like, failing right now. I work 9 hours a day, and get up at 5 AM. I have to pay off my mother’s debt, or she is screwed. She works for an abusive company, and I put up with abuse in order to get her out.