That’s why I wrote for a living. If you have to earn money you’re bound by contracts, deadlines, budgets, your client’s demands, the market and so on. If you want to make art you have to do it as a hobby. I know the difference very well, I’ve worked in several fields. Not in film (Those rare occasions as extra or boom doesn’t count, I was young and needed the money) but the principle is the same. I don’t like it but that’s just how things are, it’s how economy itself works.