I do remember looking up porn at that age, but it was just to laugh at it. I found it disgusting at the time, and hilarious. I was pretty much sex-repulsed until my early 20’s.
I do consider myself greysexual now. It’s weird being greysexual, 'cause you think you can relate to your allosexual friends, but then they won’t stop wanting a grilfriend, to the point that they will put themselves in life’s risk for some chance. One even fell for some romance scams (didn’t help that he was a manipulative pathological liar himself).
It’s so weird and scary that they could just not focus on something else. Meanwhile, I can forget about that and focus on a hobby or local politics or something.
I do remember looking up porn at that age, but it was just to laugh at it. I found it disgusting at the time, and hilarious. I was pretty much sex-repulsed until my early 20’s.
are you sure u aint asexual? nothing wrong with that
I do consider myself greysexual now. It’s weird being greysexual, 'cause you think you can relate to your allosexual friends, but then they won’t stop wanting a grilfriend, to the point that they will put themselves in life’s risk for some chance. One even fell for some romance scams (didn’t help that he was a manipulative pathological liar himself).
It’s so weird and scary that they could just not focus on something else. Meanwhile, I can forget about that and focus on a hobby or local politics or something.
i think the term is allosexual but its pretty funny you said allowsexual… when was it you realized? i realized i was ace at 21. im 25 now
I think I was always on the ace spectrum, but I found out probably around 15-ish. (I’m 29 now).
Although, I can’t call myself fully ace, but I did treat myself that way in high school (which I regret). Hence, the greysexual label.
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